Photo by : Sis' Everything must have to start somewhere and somehow, isn't it ? I wanted to write a blog in english for a long time , but finally I never did it till now. I used to write smaller posts and stories , but this is kinda different thing. It's bigger. I mean I'm thinking on more thing meanwhile typing and the result of this is probably longer. I just try to go over on every important thing. And before I'm going deeper in writing down my thoughts , I want to apologize because of the grammar mistakes. Sorry guys !
Photo by : Eszter Korbeák Some of you who are reading this first blog post on this brand new website maybe know a part of my story or maybe you knew me years before... Well.. I have changed.. a lot. I truly think that is's all right and I'm just do what I have to do.
Nearly 3 years ago we moved from Tatabánya, my hometown to Johanniskirchen (Germany). Just before this event, one of my biggest dreams come true - I know it's sounds like a cliche- : I've got my first pointer, Sáregresi International Vicotry "Morgan". I never had any idea that how much ways will change my life because of this incredible and uncommonly pretty puppy.
I never learned german before, in the school I never want to hear anything about it, so when in the summer holiday we finally moved there and I was there in a small village without any possibility to make me understand with the people around me. I'm not proud of that, (I really don't ) but I did everything to not face with this big problem and I hoped so much if I do like this, I wont have to solve it either. Now I clearly see that wasn't right. This is the past, you couldn't change it, but you can learn about it, right ?
Nearly 3 years ago we moved from Tatabánya, my hometown to Johanniskirchen (Germany). Just before this event, one of my biggest dreams come true - I know it's sounds like a cliche- : I've got my first pointer, Sáregresi International Vicotry "Morgan". I never had any idea that how much ways will change my life because of this incredible and uncommonly pretty puppy.
I never learned german before, in the school I never want to hear anything about it, so when in the summer holiday we finally moved there and I was there in a small village without any possibility to make me understand with the people around me. I'm not proud of that, (I really don't ) but I did everything to not face with this big problem and I hoped so much if I do like this, I wont have to solve it either. Now I clearly see that wasn't right. This is the past, you couldn't change it, but you can learn about it, right ?
Photo by : Dorina Szabó After the summer is slowly gone , I just getting realized the whole situation and I didn' want to be in it. I just want to find a way to escape , sometimes I want to give up , another time I felt that I'm broken . At school I was excluded, I felt constant loneliness and homesickness.
Morgan really helped me a lot. He was the reason that I tried to stay strong when I want to be weak, when I do not want to do this anymore.. I couldn't able to do it without him. I'm sure in that... He gave me goals.
Then the first year is just gone , althought it wasn't easy, but it wasn't hard enough to brake me. -Maybe it's sounds to drastic, but did you ever tried something, anything like that ? - I'm trying to do this part of the story write relative short, I promise.
So I was -and I'm still- there in my teenage years, without my friends, without the lively town life that I getting love more day by day. Despite of that whole thing which I've been through I'm really lucky because I have real friends and they're waiting for me to come back. They're know that I'm a different person by now , but -at least I hope so- they love me for not just who I used to be , but for who I am now.
Morgan really helped me a lot. He was the reason that I tried to stay strong when I want to be weak, when I do not want to do this anymore.. I couldn't able to do it without him. I'm sure in that... He gave me goals.
Then the first year is just gone , althought it wasn't easy, but it wasn't hard enough to brake me. -Maybe it's sounds to drastic, but did you ever tried something, anything like that ? - I'm trying to do this part of the story write relative short, I promise.
So I was -and I'm still- there in my teenage years, without my friends, without the lively town life that I getting love more day by day. Despite of that whole thing which I've been through I'm really lucky because I have real friends and they're waiting for me to come back. They're know that I'm a different person by now , but -at least I hope so- they love me for not just who I used to be , but for who I am now.
Photo by : Sis' This summer, not much longer after we arrived back from our 2 weeks long UK holiday, I've had one of my deepest rock bottoms since whe moved there. Like the song said : "... I had to lose my way, to know which road to pave..."
And this caused the pivotal moment , when I set new goals and I started to think different. I changed my lifestyle , I changed my way of thinking.. If I should guess, I just realized that I finally have to grow up and I have thinking a bit more matured.
I've already made a few decisions , like I'll go to collage in Hungary. It'll bring much change to my life, but I'm lucky, because I don't have to face them all alone. My family and my friends are behind me and I'm grateful to them. I have no idea what will happen in the next few months, years, but I'm sure in one thing : Morgan will be on my side ! We started this journey together and we will do it together as long as we can.
And this caused the pivotal moment , when I set new goals and I started to think different. I changed my lifestyle , I changed my way of thinking.. If I should guess, I just realized that I finally have to grow up and I have thinking a bit more matured.
I've already made a few decisions , like I'll go to collage in Hungary. It'll bring much change to my life, but I'm lucky, because I don't have to face them all alone. My family and my friends are behind me and I'm grateful to them. I have no idea what will happen in the next few months, years, but I'm sure in one thing : Morgan will be on my side ! We started this journey together and we will do it together as long as we can.
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